Ideas keep popping into my head from seemingly nowhere. I know they're not from nowhere, but from a greater consciousness. Sometimes I ask specifically for guidance, a sign, an idea so I can take my next step, believing that my "higher consciousness" knows what I need and the best way to get it. And when I ask with clarity the answer is often immediate.
Divine synchronicities.
When I came back to Amsterdam a couple of weeks ago, I wasn't sure what I was going to do. I imagined I'd have to find some paid work to bide me over - and I fantasized about setting up a poetry evening or concerts for myself. This hasn't happened - something holds me back from acting on these ideas... I wonder how much of it is fear, how much is just lack of interest, how much is just not wanting to busy myself with organizing things... it's such a luxury just to let things happen, and this "letting" is also part of the learning process - in how much can I count on the source to manifest what I need when I need it, just by holding these desires in my heart?
I did take some action, after what I feel is divine inspiration. I looked online for people that think as I do and found a "meet-up" platform. From there I've met a lot of new people - some interested in public speaking, some interested in Law Of Attraction and spirituality... this is the group I need most. When I found the group I wondered why I hadn't searched earlier - all the years I've been living in Amsterdam. But the time wasn't right, or I wasn't ready, or I didn't have the clarity of thought to know that this is what I needed.
From these divine-inspirations I got the idea to set up the video channel, and this blog - but the bigger picture is also forming from all this. Lately for some reason I've been drawn to discover a music duo on YT called Deva Premal and Miten. They sing spiritual songs and MANTRAS... This is new for me, but when I heard them I felt that I'd found finally the route I need to take with my music, and I felt inspired to play and sing mantras too. My songs have always been about self-awareness... now I know where the audience for my songs reside. How I get my music to this audience is the next step of the journey and I trust that I'll find my way there. From another video I stumbled on of a German singer/guitarist who sings mantras, gave me insight into a new purpose for my songs - to get other people to sing, along and together. This is a greater and more fulfilling purpose than singing to feed my own ego... a way to feel I'm giving service to others.
This morning I just had another "idea"... to take my guitar into the park and just sit and play and sing mantras... see what happens... maybe it could draw a crowd, get people singing...
Divine synchronicities.
When I came back to Amsterdam a couple of weeks ago, I wasn't sure what I was going to do. I imagined I'd have to find some paid work to bide me over - and I fantasized about setting up a poetry evening or concerts for myself. This hasn't happened - something holds me back from acting on these ideas... I wonder how much of it is fear, how much is just lack of interest, how much is just not wanting to busy myself with organizing things... it's such a luxury just to let things happen, and this "letting" is also part of the learning process - in how much can I count on the source to manifest what I need when I need it, just by holding these desires in my heart?
I did take some action, after what I feel is divine inspiration. I looked online for people that think as I do and found a "meet-up" platform. From there I've met a lot of new people - some interested in public speaking, some interested in Law Of Attraction and spirituality... this is the group I need most. When I found the group I wondered why I hadn't searched earlier - all the years I've been living in Amsterdam. But the time wasn't right, or I wasn't ready, or I didn't have the clarity of thought to know that this is what I needed.
From these divine-inspirations I got the idea to set up the video channel, and this blog - but the bigger picture is also forming from all this. Lately for some reason I've been drawn to discover a music duo on YT called Deva Premal and Miten. They sing spiritual songs and MANTRAS... This is new for me, but when I heard them I felt that I'd found finally the route I need to take with my music, and I felt inspired to play and sing mantras too. My songs have always been about self-awareness... now I know where the audience for my songs reside. How I get my music to this audience is the next step of the journey and I trust that I'll find my way there. From another video I stumbled on of a German singer/guitarist who sings mantras, gave me insight into a new purpose for my songs - to get other people to sing, along and together. This is a greater and more fulfilling purpose than singing to feed my own ego... a way to feel I'm giving service to others.
This morning I just had another "idea"... to take my guitar into the park and just sit and play and sing mantras... see what happens... maybe it could draw a crowd, get people singing...